When life gives you lemon..

Sometimes,when life gives you lemon,you are damn sick!

Im on sick leave today due to this nasty combo of cough and colds.Cut some lemons and a drop of honey to soothe my itchy throat..
The only good thing about it,is I can write about the myriad of thoughts trying to mumble-jumble  on my mind. I am filled with thoughts lately and is brimming with many little stories.. but  no single train of thought, nothing that comes together cohesively. And as usual,Im tired from an 8hr routine shift!

But can I say that I am just really been so exhausted the past few months?For some reasons,I feel like Ive been working so hard,and I do not say that lightly.As much as I want to be positive, life pushes me to deal with the negatrons.Yes,I must say that a good cry can help!Angry?No.More of being disappointed,I guess.Well siguro totoo nga na youll just end up really disappointed if you think people will do for you as you do for them.Totoo na, not everyone has the same heart as you.I think I learned a lesson or two.And as I always tell myself: "dont sweat the small stuff."

On the lighter note..

I truly appreciate being married at this point.(haha!)Because no matter how tired I am at work..I have someone to tell how bad the day was..yung feeling na may kakampi ka lagi.I got someone who will do the laundry,cleaning and cooking for me when I feel like I dont want to.I dont need to sugar coat things,there are times that I still nag him when he's obsessively overdoing DOTA.But,nothing more.I am thankful that he patiently deals with my bad tantrums and dramatic hormonal surges!I am grateful for giving me back massage after a busy shift.Now I understand that youll get to know more of the person when you get married.
(And we celebrated our 10th year anniversary last July..but sadly,my request for an off was not granted that day..but look at those bright roses!)

Im still not giving up on our American dream.I know that there is nothing,absolutely nothing that you cannot pray for and talk to God about.Im lifting this up to Him!And I trust him for this,as always!

I never allow hate to overpower the things I am grateful for.Actually,I started my bullet journal and tried calligraphy.Instead of counting the persons I hate I added a page for the persons Im thankful for.(pero may page din for the persons I hate.*evil laugh*)
I want to write what on the next page :
*car lift driver-helps me photocopy my docs for cheaper price
*Dawn- for trusting me
*Kenneth-for helping Mark pulled the AC
*Ota-someone who I can talk to anytime about random things
*Ibenand Kriz-for the red ribbon errands
*Keithy Bear-for Korean goodies
*Mama&Papa as always
*

And the list continues..





A peek to some of my favorite pages.I started collecting cute washi tapes too.(hahaha!)
And I want to learn how to draw or paint!Trying some doodles too.

           

That's it for now,I gotta catch a good sleep dahil magduduty na naman ako bukas!I hate getting sick but  Im thankful to stay at home and wrote all these thoughts down! Goodnight!