escaping reality

Goodmorning!a great morning it is.I will be away from the the hustle and bustle of city's life.A time to breathe some fresh breezy air from the province,a break from stressors,a taste of lutong-bahay specialty of mama and papa and the feeling of being pampered once in a while.Thank God for vacation leave!We will be celebrating mom's birthday! its been months Im away from home.And i badly misses everyone so much.I miss ordinary days spent with my family.Travelling alone, made me miss my travel buddy Mark,though.:( walang mangungulit and wala akong madaldal  na katabi.

Alongside with mom's birthday is my 2nd year at Our Lady of Lourdes Hospital practicing as a Medical technologist.Who would have thought na tatagal ako?I admit that it aint an easy way to prove your self.Sabi nga ni jeffrey ,it's a survival game.Many have tried but few were chosen.One reason why I am thankful.I believe that God puts me here for a purpose.He wanted me to meet people who can mold and polished me as a 'pro' on my profession.I'm such a crying baby and I thank my seniors and co-staff for their patient hearts and for trusting my capability.And of course to the institution who entrusted me a one great opportunity to live up my purpose and that is to be the best medtech I can be.Special thanks to Ms Melot,Sir Cris,Ms Jho,Sir Marlon,cge na nga isasali ko na si Cabu(my ates and kuyas) and Ms Agnes(like my nanay)  who  give me the best advice that's why I stayed here for 2 years.Thanksss! :))And of course I appreciate Mark's role for my 2-year stay.He never fails to give me undying encouragements and for believing that I always can.Thanks,yabs!And of course thank you papa God for giving me such an opportunity to grow.I really learned a lot!I'm ready for the next challenges ahead  :))

I have to goo!Need to pack my bag!* Big big smileee*
I love you lord,Thank you po for the blessings! :)

Anong kwentong fibisco mo?

Nothing beats my all-time favorite.

It erases off my all-night-duty stress

:)

for the love of choco mallows

mymindgoes..

Big big dreams for 2013! let me set it now :)) this inspires me bigtime!

blink

Dear blank page,

I woke up this morning with a heavy head with aching muscles.It's my off after a week-long overwhelming schedule.It's the gruelling combo of working hard and studying harder.And been pressured with the list of documents I need to accomplish just to take the exams.To which i hate the most.STRESSED!I even buy one tablet of stresstab just to ease a little of stress (even if i know that it aint work that way!)will help in a way psychological maybe.Eats breakfast while watching cartoon (the one  who's bida is IPO boksingero..hehe!) He was like undergoing a tough training for his fight with Miata(something like a counter attack technique).God gives me an eye opener that just like anybody else who wants something great to happen,I need to work hard for it.Then there goes the cliche i posted on my wall ,"NOTHING WORTH HAVING COMES EASY."There are days that I want to give up sa pinapanindigan kong INDEPENDENCE.Been working away from home,take charge with the bills,do the laundry,clean  my unit,cook , do the budget and other grown-up must do's.i thought it was as easy as it seemed but no,its not!Im learning everything on my own.The way I see myself years ago.Standing on my own feet once i get a degree and proving something to myself.*deep sigh!* I miss my family sooo much and Mark.Things were a lot easier when they are around.The good side is,I am learning beyond my limits and well,I can say im growing up.Not the easy way but through one bumpy road of trial and error.Writing to a blank page is my sweet escape for a never ending hard punches life has to offer.I have to brace myself and be back on track.I will be there in my own pace in God's perfect time.Im still  HIS determined trainee.And for that..

I will.. STUDY a little.WORK hard and PRAY harder.

*smile*