Its been 4 years!

Lately ive been busy and yes i know,Im a little late on the upkeep.July 10,2007:Its been four years since i told him,"I love you too" (uncertain that time for bits of reasons).It has been a very long hard four years and I honestly never expected us to make it this far. Our relationship is probably one of the oddest ones I've ever known of.

For the past few days,our relationship is peachy on the surface.Maybe not the happiest of our anniversaries since Ive been spending my straight 16 hours duty last sunday,sadly!And what keeps me the saddest??He didn't even fetched me from work,no phonecalls,no greetings.Im upset!I wrote a sad note and told my cousin to please hand it to mark.The whole day of 10..HINDI KAMI NAGKITA. That night I cried my heart out.Am I that little worth,for four years???Due to anguish,i change my status on FB as SINGLE and posted a sad note of letting go of the relationship.I instructed my cousin not to open the door when mark knocks.



Yesterday morning,july 11 around 4:00 am..Someone's hugging and kissing me. My cousin forgot what i told her last night.It's mark with his anniversary gift..Holding my hand and putting a watch on my wrist.(That made me realize to carved out a liitle of my TIME for our long lost little talks and hanging outs)I suddenly forgot about the my anguish last night and asked him:bakit nagyon ka lang..nakikita mo ba tong mata ko,ansakit! He answered "sinadya ko yun,to surprise you.Im still upset.:D Do i have a gift for him??NONE.that made me this guilty.I planned to pick some pizza at shakeys but i  didn't. MEAN?yes!

Hours ago,Ive been browsing our old sweet pictures from the past.This made me realize how far we've been through.Im reminiscing our oddest love story started with friendster.The impossible made possible.I never imagine myself falling in love with this guy.Lots of nonsense fights in betweens but of course i remember how we laugh,dream and grow together.That made me letting go the hardest.
Despite of our demanding jobs and busy scheds,I hope we don't forget to set aside a piece of our TIME(the most essential i think!)



Yabi,pa,mahal, Happy anniversary!Thank you  and I LOVE YOU  SO MUCH!<3

“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you. :D

Note:when everything's on the roughroad,keep reminded  with the pictures beside this long meaningful thought. it means a lot that made me hold on.:D