Badsz

 Someone I dearly love is celebrating his birthday.He is that one person i consider a bestfriend.I met him during my elementary days(so just to say when we were kids).We actually met on quizbees.He represented his school most of the times.Yep,he's one of the brainy i ever met.With quizbees ended up with a tie-breaking question.But the competition doesn't end there.He became my classmate during highschool and is my top rival for those fancy medals,way back then.Alongside with the tough teeny competition were in,we are best of friends.Ironic,i know. He is the kind of friend that I can laugh til we cry and share craziness with(boys are counted here,haha).I can be damn candid when im with him.Our personality just sync in and for the fact that he loves his family as much as I do.HE is one great find in this lifetime.Thank God for friends like him:)

Life has its ups and downs.And in between the scary swing,be thankful for  having a friend to scream with.Anchors Away reminds me of this quite ordinary worn-out lines here.My first breath- taking ride on it  was spent with him.The day i almost died.The day i almost kill him.hahaha!But since he's my friend "muntik ko lang hinubaran".I will never forget those happy times.Thanks you badsz for that one deadly ride with you.







Badsz,
Happy birthday! shhettt,antagal na kita di nakabonding.Well,its obvious you are happy.and for that,im happy for you.I wish you all the best and may all your heart's desires may granted.I know lovelife is an exception.ok,just have a happy heart always.Naoki for sure will do that favor for me.always tandaan,na kahit pa numipis ang kilay mo at maging sexy ako,friends parin tayo..haha!I miss you and looking forward on our next destination.Japan,sana!*wink*Or simple chitchats will do. I love you badsz! and I miss you.Godbless you always!Happy birthday:)

Lovesy,
karing(kingking)

FYI: badsz means buddy or it can also be bading :P Im one big bading  in real life :))

How many have you loved?

I was left teary-eyed after watching this short clip.Because at one point of my 5-year relationship,I also asked Mark the same question "How many have you loved?"The last lines of this vid is heart-melting because somehow i got the same answer. :)

status:In a relationship

You don't really know what love is until you meet that only guy/girl. The one who makes you smile and completes your world. 

no-dull moment.innocence.carefreedays.friendship

I am happy.Happy for these two people closest to my heart.I feel their happiness of being so in love in their hearts. That great feeling!My college girlfriend,Dawn( we usually call her as" Don Pepot")  finally had found her lucky guy.Pepot is just one of the few friends I shared weirdness with.I remember the days we used to talk about Mr.K ( yeah,our common denominator).I think i really need to reveal the name,afterall it really doesn't matter.(haha!)K for Kenneth.She had this guy named Kenneth and had also another Kenneth as my crush.Im talking two different Kenneth's here.Not until Mark came into the picture and finally love find its way to Dawn.And she got,Jeffrey!I never seen her as happy as now.And  we still share another weird denominator(were both in a long distance relationship and is with guys who are tall(I mean ,just as tall as we are)hahaha! :))

 To pepot

We may not talk  as much as we used to but to tell you honestly we are connected in ways that when you are happy I am as happy as you are.We may not have our usual  heart to heart talk pero alam ko kung gaano ka kainlove and kahappy ngayon.yesss! I look forward to the day when we can sit and have our silly chitchats together (maybe double date or group date with aljay,delfin and ean).Antagal na nating plano to pero as usual we are as busy as expected.I miss you and the way you giggle especially siguro ngayon that you are undeniably inlove.Hahaha! And syempre I badly want to meet Kuya Jeffrey who defined what love is to you.(cheesy lang!) haha.I may not texting you or liking your posts on fb but just wnna let you know you still got me as your girlfriend even though you have your official boyfriend .hehe! I really miss hanging out with you pep.loves you teh! :))And to Kuya jeffrey(to which I wish he can read this too) Take care of Dawn's heart.Bihirang bihira yan mainlove,katulad ko!You are one lucky guy,believe me!

*xx :) xx*

big kiddos

Everyone is busy growing up so fast.My brother Gervin is having a girlfriend too.I remember him joining singing contest when he was a cute little child and bagged the first place by then.And joined a declamation contest with his"The Owl and the Pussycat" piece.Funny because one time he said that,"para san ba yang love  love na yan"..the times when playing  psp games is what love to him.But now,he got his first girlfriend named Krizzle (How will I describe her?simple,supershy,pretty and smart lady).I asked my brother one silly question,"Paano mo yan napasagot?" Hahaha! Actually,he even texted me one time to buy this girl a gift for her birthday or christmas.I never seen my  ading to be inlove this way.My heart melts because my baby ading is growing up too fast.Its sad in one way because we can't share stories we used to do and the little secrets we only shared to each other.haha!I love him  more than any cute girls will do.(my mama texted minutes ago saying he got good grades even if he don't study as much as I do.That is one reason i am proud to be his ate!)

Iben,
Alam ko macocornyhan ka lang on what ill be writing.But sooner I know there will come a point in your life na maapreciate mo  ang lahat ng kacornihan ko.(haha!).namimiss kasi kita,in fairness!Syempre congrats kasi you got high grades.It seems that Krizzle is inspiring you pretty well.But as your manang, i have to remind you  to study well.its okay to fall in love,that's the cheesiest feeling..But let me remind you that you have to make  your goals and dreams to come true first.Because I want you sooner to be reaping all the hardworks you are sowing today. And experience the happiest fulfilling feeling of making  mama and papa proud.Both of us have dreams of making mama and papa's dreams to come true.And its just an inch away.We'll do it together soon!When it comes to love,you love deeply and yet as what mama and papa keep on advising me until now..know your limitations(i know you get my point!).I love you ading and miss kita! To krizzle,take care of my ading's heart.You're that first girl who  gives meaning to what love is to Gervin.Thank you for inspiring my big kiddo that much.Hope to hang out with you soon.:))

 Hindi ako expert with love but i think i have a pretty good grasp with it.And I found this few reminders on keeping a  happy heart.Stay happy! :))

Secret Santa

It was 1 am in the morning and I just cant sleep.Maybe because I took a 3-hour nap after the mass.And is a certified night owl for this hour.I must be sitting on that boring table I set and studying something about hematology but my lazy bones were  glued on bed and chooses to doodle with words rather than burning up my neurons.

I have this weird routine thing that everytime I enter my comfort room I grab a book and read it until i finished my 'poopy moment'.And lately this afternoon,i read something that goes..

"..what i really really really want for Christmas is just this:

I want to be five years old again for an hour.

I want to laugh a lot and cry a lot.

I want to be picked up and rocked to sleep in someone's arms,

and carried up to bed just one more time.

I know what I really want for Christmas:

I want my childhood back.

Very nostalgic lines.My childhood memories suddenly flick through my mind and begins to wander.Funny innocent times on the childhood chapter of life.I remember my mama hanging red socks  at our main door and puts candies and chocolates.She wakes us(with lil bro) up telling that Santa Claus just passed by and unluckily we were sleeping soundly that's why he just handed his Christmas gifts for us for being "mababait" all through out the year.At that time,paniwalang paniwala kami ni Iben.Great acting skill for my mama.Not until one Christmas,I discovered that the real Santa Claus is not who is fat with white beard dressed in red silk with that big sack of gifts riding on a sled with the reindeers. I regret the day i peeked on the door while mama is wrapping gifts for us.And actually puts  her gifts at the top of the cabinet and covered it with clothes.And concluded that its not Santa,its Mama! Curiosity steals innocence.But still  one of the best days of my life and acts as if those gifts were really from Santa.Silly kiddo! :))

Time really flies so swiftly.And I badly wanted to be a child once more,yes even just for an hour.We,grown-ups were mostly preoccupied with the dailiness of must-do's.Unlike those days with innocent spirits longing for Christmas gifts from Santa.Grown-ups usually wait for the 13th month pay or even the 14th and eyeing for the latest gadget in the internet or the cute pair of shoes or a new thing for your wardrobe.Or in my case,bothered about the holiday schedule.Yep,the bad side of my profession. I've been spending two consecutive Christmas duties at the hospital.I really really really miss spending Christmas with my whole family.The feeling of attending the "misa de gallo' and the midnight mass on the 24th.When i listen to Christmas songs,i have this gloomy  thought of 'i miss my family'.

But even how much I wanted my childhood back once more, i think i should be working hard and think this way because I wanted to be the Secret Santa for Mama,too!:)

Goodnight!

or should i say goodmorning?!

i love..

Just received the sweetest pre-christmas treats across the miles.My heart is full of cheesiness tonight.And i want to write all the love my heart can't contain.I love the feeling of being loved :) Forgive me for being a hopeless romantic in here.


Mark,

Our relationship is on the rock lately.It hurts that distance and time were trying to tear us down.I know how  much you missed me and you know how much i want to hug you.There are times that we both get too annoying,maybe because we were both tired from our busy scheds.And the communication lines suck like hell lately.Anyway,that's part of any long distance relationship.And we get a little crazy when we miss each other too much.Between our somewhat serious fights,I am thankful that the love we have for each other is greater than any other reasons.Thank God,we're both holding on.Even if it gets a little tiring sometime (haha!) at parati kang HB(highblood).Sana lang, get some rest para hindi mainit ang ulo.And thanks for understanding my rough side,sorry! alam ko namang,miss mo ako,for sure(haha!) Dont you worry,i miss you as much as you missed me.Goodnight mahal!Im excited for January!Cant wait to hug you a little tighter.*kisses*Thank you!I love you!

xxMiss you lots,xx
Issa

!!!

I'm such a sucker of guys who played the guitar.And this kiddo here,im such a big fan! My kind of music in acoustic rock.He deserves all the best compliments with this!One cool piece :))

miss CHIEF

"Kaya ako ganito,kasi gusto ko kayo maging the BEST."A very simple line that  punched  my mind and touched my little soul once more.A  line from miss chief!I'm from the most toxic night duty(being the senior for the first time!inhale,exhale..) last night and get up for her emergency meeting.Because I know when she calls for a talk,most probably she'll discuss the essentials and the booboos.Lately,things weren't as smooth as it should be.Sadly,medtechs we're basically humans not superman.

Today,my RESPECT to Miss Chief  is greatly leveled up.I admit we have rough times too.Perhaps she's the reason why i nearly give up  my work.And hate her at one point.(hehe!)But she taught me to learn from those mistakes and pushed me to  prove myself .And im still on the process.Though not proving myself to her or to anybody else but proving something to myself.

"Alagaan nyo ang credibilidad nyo.Matagal nyong pinaghirapan ang lisensya na yan.Wag nyong hayaang bastang mawawala lang yan sainyo.Ang trabaho natin hindi lang simpleng gumawa ka ng upuan na kung pangit ang pagkagawa ng isang paa,puputulin." Seems like simple words but actually the risky reality of the job.That life is at stake. YOU are a PROFESSIONAL.To some,it is as simple as that,but needs to sync in that you are carrying RESPONSIBILITIES once you got that PRC card with you and called as one.Not that really easy..Once you release your result and signed it,you are liable with it.Scary?Yes, It still scares me.(hehe!) That's why you need to FOCUS and be CAUTIOUS.Sabi nga BAWAL ang TANGA!yep,somewhat rude but you have to remind yourself over and over.Been reminded again and thanks to miss chief ,my attitude towards the profession was renewed.

What i love with miss chief  is, she had this bag of wisdom where you can pick and learn something from it. These are some.

*Malapit lang naman ang chapel.Wala naman mawawala kung pumanhik kayo dun.
*Never be late.
*Greet.
*Less talk,less mistake.
*Be courteous on the phone.
*Be conscientious(did i spell it right?hehe!)

She may not directly said this last one.But i understand it as this.

LOVE WHAT YOU ARE DOING.AND THE REST WILL FOLLOW.
:)
Alam ko na hindi ganun kasimple ang lahat.Pero today,I found someone I can look up to.She may be tough  at times but believe me,you can learn a lot from her! Thank you Miss Annie :))

"With great power comes great responsibility."

Alam ko gasgas na to, just  to remind me/you that we may not be superman and yet we can be him in our own little ways.

10th♥

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here.

♥

wallflower

This song will forever remind me that once in my life i  badly wanted to see a movie  and watched it alone in a cinema.Its the first time!My wallflower-sided self.Perks of Being a Wallflower  is undeniably a good read and is a great movie!It reminds me of the friendship I made and the friends i go crazy with,a teacher i looked up to,the books I read, the-so-gone-carefree highschool days,those warm kisses,the fling-zing of yesterday,and the feeling of being infinite.

But I still misses someone who holds my hand when I feel cold and gives me his extra popcorn.(*smile*).But I think i should carve-out more me-time like this.My self deserves treats like this!

:)

hangover

"I know these will all be stories someday.And our pictures will become old photographs.We'll all become somebody's mom or dad.But right now these moments are not stories. This is happening...This one moment when you know you're not a sad story.You are alive and you stand up and see the lights of the buildings and everything that makes you wonder.And you're listening to that song and that drive with people you love most in this world.And in this moment I swear,we are infinite."

-The Perks of Being a Wallflower ♥

*Everytime I read these lines from this book,I saw flashbacks from my memory and a mirror of what the future will bring.And now I want to watch the movie.Moviedate,anyone? :)

Flattery

He always got the right words.Flattery at its finest.:))

my bad-guy

Im not the type that  goes after a teleserye because I rather read a book over watching.But tonight's "Princess and I" episode of Mikay ,choosing between Jao and Gino for her first dance is epic. It turns me like a teeny fan that gets awful after choosing Jao as her first.I want Gino(Daniel Padilla).The bad boy vibe turned good.And the twist that made my heart jumped..if there's a first dance there will always be a last dance.Saving the best for the last.And its Gino! :)))


Never been hooked this way.*kilig to the bone marrow.Gino is the type of guy ill be crushing on.(haha!)bad boy vibe yet sweet and those EYES that i love the most.
 Ill be having a good night then.

:)))