i whisper..

Today Lord, Can i whisper on your ears,"THANK YOU."? Can i hug you back too? :)

ican't

 

I can't wait.

i can't

I can't

this excites me too much.

CORON,we'll be seeing you too soon :D

watermelon

#thingsilovemost.

grown-up rants

I used to worry with my grades and passing my major subjects,2 years ago.I used to complain with researches,hard core mentors, and all-shit school works.I used to..And I just want to go back to these days,when life is pretty simpler.

Going alone here in manila isn't easy as i think.Bleakness is  eating me up bit by bit.I need to clean my house.Pickup the garbage.Do a basketful of laundry.Budget the income.Pay bills.Work non-stop a week but still underpaid.And then,you get sick.No one will take care of you.

I sound too complaining,and yes i am.I am  too stressed with these grown-up rants.I love independence.It brings out the tough cookie in  me.Perhaps, INDEPENDENCE is BITTERSWEET.

HE IS :)

I remember the days when i prayed for someone who is tall,chinito and smart.Not until,in unexpected ways I bumped into this guy.

HE IS the guy with those soulful eyes.He owns the stares i would never forget.Behind those enslaving eyes, is a man who has a great verve on life.He inspires me bigtime.

HE IS the guy  with a zany sense of humor.He can crack his corny-made jokes anytime I need one.Perhaps,he is my stress ball.He knows the perfect timing when to make me laugh my heart out.I can be completely candid when I'm with him.

HE IS a PRO.His friends used to call him PRO.I don't exactly know their reasons.But I have my reason why he deserved to be called as one.He is a clever-minded type.Independent.He has an odd knack solving every  complex logic. He asked me questions I can barely answer.The type of guy im looking for so long,at the top of those expressive eyes is a curious mind.And we can talk almost anything 24/7.He is one really good conversationalist.The personality I love most.


HE  IS  NOT the gentleman type.More of a bad-boy vibes.He don't open the door for me nor let me enter first when riding a jeepney. He told me half-lies for some petty reasons.He teases me.He scolds as a kuya when i make mistakes.But holds my hand when crossing the street.And in some ordinary days at work, he surprised me with my favorite lunch with a piece of cake.The time when Im craving for a cake,he definitely can read my mind.He skipped classes and travel the extra mile just to spend a special family occasion.He will drop any job he is into just to be with me on my first job interview..He is the reason why sometimes my heart skips a beat.

HE  is movie buff and  has a good taste for music.I love to see him play the guitar.I fall even more.Moreover,he is a techie-savvy too.

HE is a good friend.You can call him anytime,and he'll be there..A case of red horse with a bunch of his great friends dashed with the usual asaran and kwentos.. Hinding hindi yan tatanggi.(hehe!)

HE loves his MOM so much.A guy's quality at the top of my list.He tells me stories how his mom sacrifices lots for him.Back in times when he's just as stupid as you never expect.:) Im sure your mom up there will be so proud of you this time. :)



HE is that guy.The guy who happened to be my first love.The guy who's celebrating his birthday today.That's why i flatter him bigtime!(haha!)Happy birthday to the guy who makes life a worthwhile!I may not celebrate with you ..distance aint the reason not to  make you smile today! This morning before i went to sleep( i came from my night duty) I asked  HIM to grant all your wishes in you heart.Because you deserve  something bigger this time!:) When things get topsy-turvy on your side,you know..im here!:)) I love you.HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVES!

*After reading this,pakiputok na lang yang ulo mo..baka lumipad ka:D hehehe

56th loves:)

Sometimes someone comes into your life that changes everything.Raises the standard,makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you.There is something about him that  you can't put into words and even though you're not with him,the love grows even more.:))So as to say, I am so much contented.

Cheers to the 56th month!still crazy in love :)

feel the summer heat!

Summer is all about colors!I have a good eye for a kaleidoscopic summer stuffs.I give credit to imgfave for these great collections.Burst of hues and summer getaways,soon!
Can you feel the heat?

MISS MELOT :)

Behind her quite odd nickname, Miss Melot was really one good soul for keeps.Yes,she's my favorite.She basically got a peppy outlook in life which is so contagious.I will surely miss an ear who's always ready to listen for my nonsense rants. And of course to share my stories and laughters with.As quick-witted as she was, she got a patient heart who answers my whys and hows.I will miss how she says,"ESTALA" as soon as she arrives for her duty. :)And why will i ever forget her sweet-smelling kenzo scent? And to top all the reasons,i will miss her toothsome "bestfriend's siomai".I  appreciate her effort for this one.

While looking for a nice pic, I saw this :D I remember her line "ang galing galing mo talgang matulog estala,nakakainis!"

miss melot,mamimiss kita kaduty :(
Unluckily,i never seen her with this wacky position.:D








And miss,can i remind you for the last time..You don't need to have any diet plans.This one's here is such a witwiw!hahahaha :D

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Miss Melots,

How can i thank you enough?Chos!Thank you for inspiring me everytime im suffering with my 'topak syndrome'.More than just my senior,thank you for being a friend and a big sister as well ;I hope to work with you again,but this time gusto ko sa canada na. :))(hahahaha!) Thank you for your kenzo perfume (this really reminds me of you), the movie treat and of course the priceless lessons i get from you!Miss always wear your jacket,baka kasi manigas ka dun eh.:P
Love you miss and salamat!Bon voyage!Enjoy your hubby's tight huggs :)And don't forget me,if the diamonds on your palm will bring you as the world's billionaire.hahaha!I will miss you miss melots! :))
                                                                                  

                                                                                              #Lovelots#

                                                                                                    Estala

i love my family..so much!

I really wanted to buy that comfy stylish yellow shoes.So badly that I returned three times just to fit it in.But at the back of my mind,i need to stick with my plan.I must be frugal this time.Yep,I never been.I decided  that every pay day,i will buy school supplies for my cousins instead of buying new stuffs for myself .I love the feeling,when i see my little cousins with their big smiles.

Hours ago, i went home with a bagful of notebooks.I'm still trying to comfort myself. I love my family that much.And of course I can't wait to see my little cousins' priceless smiles.

this, i want!

I want this on my dream house.Like this,exactly!

*added on my someday list*

lovesick

I just can't hold the tears.*singhot* Yes,you're definitely right, long distance relationship sucks!Mark stole every second  just to give me a reply even if i knocked him off with,"HOY MARK,ASAN KA NA!!!!"I was a bit"nakurut" when he leaved this message on my chatbox..

PAG 2MTWAG AKO

Markron Gonzaga (01 Mar 2:44):‎ KHIT ANTOK KA Kausapin mo parin ako.
CGE N AUT NA KO

Markron Gonzaga (01 Mar 2:45):‎ PARANG WALA LNG KASE AKO SAYO

*teary-eyed*. Since he's offline,the guilt is embracing me as i signed out my account. 

Ang hirap hirap pla..3 months seemed to be 30 years away from him

i miss him so much.

:((