Tuesday, February 28, 2012

allergy attack!

After munching up hotdogs for my brunch yesterday..here goes my allergy attack!My right eye looks like its been hard punched by pacman.It's SWOLLEN!The other-half of my face looks like an edematous patient..this scares me to look at the mirror.And what really sucks..HOTDOGS? I am allergic to hotdogs!This really drives me insane. Iterax and diphen were not working for me too.I don't want to take steroids either.grr!

:(

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Thursday, February 23, 2012

medtech stuffs

This is not because im stressed  with micro's heaps of media and work ups yesterday. :)
i find it really cool! but it's more realistic if  gram positives were colored blue or purple :D
And the personality,very true in real life setting!








How about this pair of trichomonas earrings?hahaha!
i rather wear a pair on my ears though :))





yesss!i need some sort of anger management.i know you need this too..Nurses  lack  sentido comon sometimes and even doctors!Im sorry but i need to tell this.(hehe!)This can also be true with some senseless persons around who will really make your day a complete shit!No offense meant. this is true! :))



But despite of the rough shifts you're going through,let this segmenter reminds you to..SIMPLY SMILE!
it can make a difference.:)


Or remember this... 
This heart shaped monocyte reminds me to love what im doing..Uncertainties were certain.But never ever lost the PASSION.
 :)



Friday, February 17, 2012

one good read for a rainy saturday :)

The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day is not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and two cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.

When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and fills it with golf balls.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured it into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.

He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous “YES”.

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

“Now,” said the professor, as the laughter subsided, “I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things - God, family,
children, health, friends, and favorite passions. Things, that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the things that matter like your job, house, and car. The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.” he said.

“If you put the sand into the jar first,” he continued, “There is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are
important to you...” he told them.

“So... pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Worship with your family. Play with your children. Take your partner out to dinner. Spend time with good friends. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the dripping tap. Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.”

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled and said, “I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.”


 


*Life on its frenetic pace makes me forget this great insight here.I was reminded  
to take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter.The rest are just sands.And the inspiring last two lines... pause a bit , sit and chat, a cup of  coffee with a good friend.. :)


ill share this post to few great friends i have.. hoping that some other time,we'll share a couple of cups of coffee savored with long lost little chitchats.:)

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

valentine

Today is my 16hours valentine duty.But im thankful because this helps me forget lovesickness for a while.I dropped by the chapel this morning to thank god for  his overwhelming love.i thank him for giving  someone who takes care of my heart.

Last night i was scribbling something about love on my green note for today's valentine. funny, that after i wrote around 3-4 sentences,tulog na ako.:))

VALENTINE  i think is the best time for appreciation.so,taste the sweet side of me.

To Mark
 thank you for taking good care of my heart for almost five years.Until now im still amazed that a love like ours could exist.I remember how we first held hands on the first day we met.*sparks*.Lines were pretty nostalgic.(hehe!)

i tried to come up with a list why i love you but i can't compose and put into words all the goodness i found in you.Here's a good try.
The way you stare at me,one good reason too.<3
i love you because of these petty things on my list..

* you have that terrific sense of humor.
*You got the perfect nails.(haha!)
*ofcourse, your intelligence, cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me♥
*you tie my shoelaces everytime it loosened up.
*you kiss my hand.

but beyond the thousand more reasons on my mind,i love you because,no one can make me feel happiness the way you do.
:)
# i love you.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

sunday with love

Early this morning,i went to market to pick something for my  sunday recipe..I also grabbed my sunday routine STAR newspaper. After I enjoyed my early lunch,i lay down on my bed with my electric fan on as i basked into the pages of the newspaper.I decided to take a power nap for a few minutes and go to work at 130pm.This sounds absolutely boring..not until my phone rang.Mark's on the other line,telling me to check my facebook before going to work.And i found this heartbeat-skipping phrase from him...
  
"Each day with you becomes a Valentine :) iloveyou"


  
I thought of the usual "iloveyou" message,not until i read this one liner sweetness for this valentine season.This is exactly the reason why i love him this much :)) Not everyday will i encounter this sweet words from him.He barely does.He's not the hopeless romantic kind.He's not into those sweet phrases.Maybe that's  why im touched exaggeratedly,this time. This made me love him even more despite the distance.Love,love,love..definitely turned my sunday as love-filled one!
*blush*

dream big!*grin*

i found myself daydreaming again.and here's some of the stuff running through my head.

Im on my ambisyosa mood,and i want to plunge with  this for quite some time.Honda S300 speaks everything for my dream car.The chic touch and the hot colored red ,I so love!

 One here is a picturesque of my dream bedroom.Delicate,carefree and  the blend of pink and white were ethereal in its simplest sense.:)

Mark and I had lotsa plans with the future.One of the few things is having a home theater where we can cuddle as we spend our day offs and weekends together at home.Mark is a big fan of movies and music.Ergo,this is one of our bigtime dream.:))



I need to wake up na  and go back to reality to make things happen.added on my someday list!Dream big and do everything to catch things in reality!im making mine! :))

Thursday, February 09, 2012

feb-ibig

Mr. Imperfect

By:
One day I hope to meet an imperfect man who will seem perfect to me from time to time.
He will not be the best I have ever met, but he will be great when I need him to be. He will hold my hand when we cross the street and make sure I stay on the safe side of the road. He will kiss me goodnight before I go to sleep, and he will kiss me torridly when I don’t want to sleep. He will wake me up with a pat on my leg and once in a while surprise me with breakfast in bed. He will argue with me, taunt me, frustrate me, but he will also let me win without having to tell me.
He will cradle me when I need to be babied, respect me when I need to feel big, and scold me when I make a big mistake. He will sing to me when quiet makes me lonely, and remain quiet when noise makes me mad. He will not always read me correctly, but he will always make his best guess. His timing will often be off when calculating my moods, but when he does find that perfect moment, he will make it one that I will never forget.
He will touch me when my heart is cold and cool me down when my head is hot. He will see through my Tupperware expressions and detect my tears before they fall. He will understand many things I am saying with my eyes, but sometimes he will pretend he doesn’t see them at all. He will hurt me time and again, but he will ask to be forgiven just as often. He will lose his temper because he is human, but he will always strive to become a better man.
He will falter and fall and make mistakes, but he will also rise above himself. He will hold open a door for me, although sometimes he will forget. He will order me around, but will bow when I resist. He will take me to a bar, dance with me, go wild with me, but he will also escort me to the theater to watch a play he never really wanted to see.
He will go shopping with me, but he will roll his eyes only when I am inside the fitting room, not when I can see him. He will stand by me at the cosmetics corner, and pretend he’s not bothered by the shade of purple I am trying on. He will laugh at me, not just with me, to remind me not to take myself too seriously.
He will tell me the whole truth when I am ready for it, but he will be ready with his half-truths when that’s what I should hear. He will make me realize that I need him, but only up to half as much as he needs me. He will make me admit that I want him, but only after he professes how he feels about me. He will bring out the best and the worst in me, but he will stick with me always.
One day I will meet an imperfect man. He will love me, and I will love him wholeheartedly.

After reading this one great thought here,i think,i found my  Mr.Imperfect!
:)

Wednesday, February 08, 2012

i am the happiest :)

Wala ng sasarap sa feeling to know that mark is happy with his work abroad.Yes,i miss him bigtime!We both know how we've been through the hard days.We remember lately how he started from scratch.hehe!But God absolutely loves in great ways.

im so genuinely happy that he sounds so fulfilled when he last called me.And no one will be happier than me this time.Though i miss the hugs and the kisses!

grateful heart..Lord..thank you po for all the blessings!!

Monday, February 06, 2012

weekend off

Ive been planning a barkada getaway last month.And yet,only two of us pushed through for enchanted kingdom bonding galore.Anyhow,Im thankful for last saturday for lotsa "first time".Never had boring moment when im with  my BESTEST friend jomar.In the sense that we can talk almost everything under the sun,the shits,and life.I discovered how much i fear those breath-taking rides.haha!Swerte ko,i got a friend na kahit hubaran ko na dahil sa higpit ng hawak ko as i scream out at the top of my lungs.We shared endless chitchats and the latest chismax in town.Sinong nagsabing boring na kaming dalawa lang?NOT at all. :)

For 21 years i never been into bars/disco houses.Last saturday is my first "saturday night out".Funny that it sounds too innocent.It's my first time to got drunk and groove at the dancefloor.hahaha,and it's not bad at all!Its  definitely a great break for someone  whos life revolves at bahay-work.I tend to meet kuya binz(my friend's cousin) and hang out with trina.I had bigtime FUN!:)


For sunday,i dropped by mark's place to visit his family with a box of pizza.It's a great time to have some kwento galore with nanay(mark's lola) and kuya jeff too.And another life-love kwentuhan with joan(mark's cousin and my friend too.)

I was like,this is life during weekends.Eventually i realized i somehow miss half my life..ive been too serious work-centered and KJ for a long time.:)not too late.. 2012 is about explorations,and i started it right!
the ride i love the most.I have the perfect grasp of the place:)and the fresh breeze:relaxing!

Happy that even once in a while i escape my routine. :))