craving!

Since ive been craving for "something to read",  not my routine sunday star newspaper this time.I bought bob ong's stainless longganisa..this made me hanker after Robert Fulghum's All i really need to know i learned in kindergarten.I miss reading good books!:D I am apparently tired of reading laboratory slides! BONUS please, i need you for my cravings!:D

VL

Ive been deciding for weeks on how ill spend my vacation leave.Since kakaregular ko lang this may,i only got 7 VL..Here's my tentative VL sched(ive been erasing slash editing this on the almost-crumpled bond paper posted in our bulletin.:D)

September17-18(19&20 off please)            :I forgot that mommy's bday is on november not september!:D
November 17-18(19&20 off please)


Oct 31-Nov 2    (not so important)
replaced with August 2-4 (my youngest cousin will be celebrating her 1st birthday!:D)

December 30-31(january 1& 2 OFF please): this is still on the "for approval ":D

glue cells :D

CLUE CELLS

Last night miss Jo was scanning some practice bacte slides.Of course as always I asked her what those slides for.She focused the 1st slide that contains some CLUE CELLS( epithelial cells of the vagina that get their distinctive stippled appearance by being covered with bacteria) The only thing I remember about clue cells is: Gardnerella vaginalis.Comparing it with the normal squamous cells  smeared on the 2nd slide.And anothr for gram-positive bacteria that appears like dots and dirt.:))


I remember on how i first spell CLUE CELLS on my micro notebook way back college days..i spelled it as GLUE CELLS.:D(ma'am paraiso i remember you too.:D)

the bad side listed on the experience page

I am thankful for having a job but lately i have the tendency to slack off.Yes,the feeling of "pagod na ako."I  never thought to be this tough in reality.But I still can manage naman, I wouldn't survive for 7 months if i can't.But it really doesn't worth  all those sleepless nights i spent during college days.(common topic we have with my colleagues.)And besides I have bunch of reasons for quitting.But I still find reasons for not giving up! :))

* It's definitely hard to please demanding patients/patients who-know-it all(even if how good you are in phlebotomy!)Even the best and the greatest pros were once an amateur too.(Despite those nasty experiences i had ,its great when your patients appreciate and thank you(one of the most rewarding !)Feeling ko nga mas gumagaling ako in every appreciation!:D

*The no-to error working environment.Yes I understand, that every result I signed and released matters.Life is at stake.Even periods,numbers and typographical errors MUST be avoided.A detailed accurate precise lab results at the end of your shift.(i should have take it as a learning ground though,that's the risky part of my chosen profession.. but see?im still imperfect and just-trying-to-be -perfect!)

*Veinless patients.These would be the most challenging part of my job.I remember my interview during the appraisal period when our chief medtech asked me if skill is knowledge-wise or experience-wise...i wittily answered EXPERIENCE-WISE.:)) Honestly I received comments like"ansakit mong tumusok,walang bang mas magaling dyan,ayoko ng baguhan,at ilang beses ko ng sinabing AYOKO NA." On the other hand I also received such thing as "magaling ka talga,Buti ka pa hindi masakit,galing talaga ni mam karissa, and I even experience the patient requested na ako ang tutusok sakanya..:)) I may fail on some days but i still conquer those bad days.:))

*Asal-talangka people around.You can't just erase this fact.every working environment,there will always bida and contrabidas too.If you can't change facts ,accept them..Trust a few.:D

*Careless nurses.:D(i won't explain further!i have lots of nurse friends!)

* NAPAKANAKAKAPAGOD na work.Not just the body but mostly brain-drained!My outlook on this change when one night as i took taxi on my way home,i was complaining for my 16hours duty and will get up 4 am for my 6am duty.The taxi driver humbly said,"Ako nga 24 hours na magpapaikot ikot na hindi alam kung may pasahero ba."From then,I  tried to look outside the box. And  I started to appreciate what i have!

 I want to end this with a quote from my favorite author:

: "FINISH EACH DAY AND BE DONE WITH IT. YOU HAVE DONE WHAT YOU COULD; SOME BLUNDERS AND ABSURDITIES HAVE CREPT IN; FORGET THEM AS SOON AS YOU CAN. TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY; YOU SHALL BEGIN IT SERENELY AND WITH TOO HIGH A SPIRIT TO BE ENCUMBERED WITH YOUR OLD NONSENSE." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

i am a certified spoiled braaat:D

Di rin pala ako matitiss na mama..since Im missing home this much..she travelled the extra mile.:))

im blessed!sarap magpaspoiled.:))

absolutely the theme song of the day!

Tuwing umuulan at kapiling ka.(hahaahah!)

sarap sarap ng ulan lalo na pag OFF!

:D

forever 21

It was raining this morning and I was reminded on God's outpouring blessings as I celebrate my birthday today.I am half-happy  though for not having my family around.Its my first time to celebrate without them.A very usual ordinary toxic night shift at work.Yes,I dont take the usual birthday OFF( im playing a busybee role)!I was kindda disappointed when mark  didnt even  fetched me from work.I tried to resist homesickness and bleakness.Despite of my family weren't here,they called and greeted me(that made me burst in tears and I even miss them more!)After that,I tried to sleep,Mark still not around.:(
For as much as I am tiresome,i fell asleep lickety-split.A happy birthday song awaken me from my emo-birthday feelings!Half-awake,Mark was in my room with a cake with candles in hand."magwish ka na,yabi,happy birthday.It was indeed a superb feeling when  I found out that even if its raining outside he still went to pick something for me..Actually,I don't have a wish before i blew the candles.i just smile and give him the-usual yet exceptional hug.:))My cousin Shamae cooked me my favorite for lunch!I was bombarded with birthday messages from friends(i feel blessed!)

I am incalculably thankful to:

1.Lord GOD -For giving and loving me this much;and for the countless blessings i received through the years.:))
 2.To my family for the endless,unconditional love :)
3.Friends for spicing up my boring life.:))
4.Mark for the surprises and the sacrifices!:))
5.Opportunities(taken and missed!) and the lessons learned.

Im 21 and im in the hello-license moment!hahaha:)) (but will it make any difference?)
A lot more to learn!And there's no way than UP!

I should have embrace the reality that im getting older!And will remain forever 21.

im just the luckiest.:))

I will be forever grateful for havin blessed with a best dad.A dad who never fails to remind me to say a little prayer everytime im sad,in doubt and most especially when im happy.He's always there for long talks(any topic)or even short conversations about my plans,failures and success. He's a father who answers my questions of  what-why-and how's. He who gives me tight hugs on every disappoinments im into.He is the best cook,and just this morning i find myself saying miss ko na si papa :(  Since ill be celebrating my 21st birthday this sunday, I miss him even more(teary-eyed)..
  He is the BEST that I have. He is most I'd like to bond in everything from childhood up til now.Spoiled me with justifications but the SIMPLEST MAN EVER.He will always be the man who gives me the strength and the inspiration that one day I will tour them(my mama and him) all over the world(my big time-dream!).HE WILL FOREVER BE MY SUPERHERO!I wouldn't ask for any other PAPA in my life..

I am still a certified daddy's little girl and im so incredibly thankful for being the luckiest daughter(been blessed with th BEST  DAD)

*Happy FATHER's DAY PAPA,I love you so much and i super miss you!

the luckiest daughter-blessed with the BEST DAD! :))

 

Change is a friend. If nothing ever changed, there’d be no butterflies. This is why God is in the constant business of change.

i thank God for being with me as i pass through with the changes of this fast-pacing world.Perhaps,i love the changes ive been through, going through and  will be goin through.

:)

.

a click!

While browsing on someone's blog,i tried this:Instructions:
1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
2. Take the Personality Quiz (it's VERY short and easy, really)

And I found out:


Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.



And surprisingly,three parts:yes;partly No.


:)

featured..random thoughts

A picture of a time when everything was changing

a student no more;
trying to establish a name in my chosen field)

an ordinary grad picture

A picture that makes your heart smile

with my model-to be kentot.:D

A picture with a former crush..

the ever-handsome christian

      A picture of one of the best times of your life

our good old days..when your hair was short and mine was long:)haha

"A picture worth a thousand memories."

reasons....

Lately,im having a crucial decision regarding my career path.To stay or not to stay?weighing the pros and cons of  the situation,and yet with an optimistic eye,i agree to list the pros over the cons.

1.REGULAR na ako.
2."Hintayin mo muna yung half ng 13th month pay and 14 month pay plus bonus."-sir cris
3.kung gusto mo tapusin mo mo muna  ang 1 year at gamitin mo muna ang 10 days VL and 10 days SL."-ms melot
4.Most probably,may salary increase and the upcoming benefits(hopefully!)\
5.Close ko na ang mga nurses.
6.Mahirap maback to zero ulit.
7.Nagsesenior na ako.
8.Mamimiss ko ang mga manong guard na pingbubuksan ako ng taxi pag walang sundo.(hahahahahah!)
9.dito ko unang natutunan kung ano ang pagiging medtech in reality(drama lang!)
10.of course.mamaimiss ko silang kaduty dahil close ko na ang mga juniors and never imagined namagiging close ko rin ang mga heads(that's the biggest point--kase many are called but few were chosen. and luckily im part of the"CHOSEN")

:D
btw: im still not giving up medschool as an option.

i wish...

OFF= 48 hours.


i wish..

hey!

>ive been playing this for around 50 times today.(hahaha!) i love the rythm and of course the acoustic touch of the song and one more,the singer reminds me of someone from my youth ministry way back highschool.(looks like kuya macki:D) and btw: i am just so attracted with a man who plays romantically with the guitar.

:)) thumbs-up!

ang kaibigan...

Ang kaibigan parang gamit.

Yung iba PAYONG,

panangga sa pangit

na panahon;

 Yung iba RULER,nagtutuwid ng

kabaluktutan;

Yung iba PAMBURA,
tumutulong makalimot
sa nakaraang ayaw balikan;

meron pang TSINELAS,

sinasalo lahat ng

bubog wag ka

                         lang masaktan.

di mo man makita sarili mo sa mga yan, may natitira pa--

KAHOY, simple lang

pero atleast

walang kaplastikan.. =)

a thought from mr.krabs!

Actually,im into the text-colored as RED.But the quote is apparently true anyway.

:D

a textmessage:)

On this day of your life, Karissa, we believe God wants you to know ... that God has an important purpose for you, and made everything possible for you to succeed.

That's not to say it's an easy purpose, or a convenient one. It might very well seem hard or even impossible, but it only looks that way. The truth is that one day you will look back and see how all the pieces fit together. And how your life has been a complete and utter success! :) >Because its sunday yet i don't attend sunday mass:while on duty  i read the book :THE WORD IN OTHER WORDS on our asst chief medtech table.:)) As i turn on the pages,I delve on the page that says."Stressed or Blessed?It's up to you to make a choice.A single choice makes the difference."Anyway,theres a comparison there between MARY and Martha.. *i just find it related with my God's message for today.

its sunday!

     I woke up this morning as a sleepy head,as usual im tired from my 2-10 shift.But still manage to get up around 5 for my 6 am duty.(a very usual ordinary day!)Until i remember its JUNE 12 INDEPENDENCE DAY(any way it won't matter in the first place,im a student no more!)I remember way back grade and highschool,when i bring colored papers(blue,red,yellow),bond paper, and a paste plus a stick(but too highschool speaking)..grade school:(a box of crayons and a paper plus your arts skill)...YOU CAN NOW MAKE YOUR OWN FLAG!
    I realized,im part of the grown-ups today.Its sunday and its legal holiday,but i need to get up and go to work.

Its SUNDAY,its INDEPENDENCE DAY,and its DOUBLE PAY!! :D

"The best things in life are FREE! Happy Independence Day everyone!   "-ate ehra (which i copy paste from fb's wall) :)

great insight to share.:)

It’s a great feeling when that person has every effort to let you feel what he feels for you. Because of the distractions, you may not hear him shout it to the world, but as long as you feel it, his efforts has paid off, big time. And when you feel the same way too… He’d feel as if he’s the luckiest person alive.

… when in fact, you’re more blessed to have him.

:))

---

im blessed:D

Before i will celebrate my 21st birthday,REGULAR NAKO SA WORK as a MEDICAL TECHNOLOGIST as confirmed  by our chief medtech yesterday.Sabi nila,swerte ko kasi,before i get my license(since im only young as 20) regular nako sa work.

REGULAR.REGULAR.REGULAR(this have been my target since first year college.and I DID IT AGAIN FOR THE SECOND TIME!)nest goal??ill reveal it soon.
 
The best gift:))God is soooooo GOOD.

celebrating US :))

Last night,as usual,mark had to fetched me from work.On our way riding in his motorcycle,he grabbed my arm and said: "PAHUG NAMAN"(which i barely give him:hehe).It was a superb feeling when he reminds me that we'll be celebrating our 47th monthsary today.I even hug him tighter during the ride.:))

'Love is what you've been through with somebody.' I love him not just because of the good times we've been through,but mostly of the changes and shifts we overcome TOGETHER.:))

I love you so much ,mahal.Happy 47th monthsary!



While blogging this i was listening to this song.

 "Even the best fall down sometimes...Even the wrong words seem to rhyme."
Out of the doubt that fills your mind..I SOMEHOW FIND..YOU AND I COLLIDE.:))

just a perfect day!

It's raining outside,my off,clean room and YOU giving me tight hugs(geez!) with endless kwento and kulitan.

Unquestionably one of the best times.:)

I couldn't ask for more.

Im just so happily contented.

:)

NOTE:While writing this note,i remember we had a staff meeting today,which i don't attended..ITS RAINING,and its the perfect time to hibernate.

a toast!

I want watermelon toast for my upcoming birthday!:)

happy :))

If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I.

And we're simply HAPPY for that odd reason.

=)

all we need is..

Last night,i had to extract an ICU patient as endorsed by jeff(my collegue).I went one floor down and asked the nurse in charge.

ME: Ma'am si patient 286, kuhaan ko na ng blood for ARD and protime.Pero sabi kasi ni Jeff  nirefer nya sa   ROD,pero itry ko poh.

NURSE:Ay,ma'am patay na si 286-name.Pero nasa St.Jude(another ward's name) na siya.

ME:Ok po.Icancancell ko na lang lahat ng lab requests nya ma'am.

paalis nako....when...

NURSE:  ICHECK NYO KAYA MUNA MA'AM SA ST.JUDE.

ME:?????????(sa isip isip ko)Anung sense kung patay na?Di na babangon yun para magpaextract.
:D
i gave her a wry smile.:)

All we need is a piece of COMMON SENSE to make one's work bearable.

i just love...

Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm Gonna give all my secrets away..

In a while,ive suffering LSS with secrets.I heard a nurse singing ,then i found myself repeating the chorus over and over again.:))

worth-watching

Naalala ko lang this video last night.Been touched with sir joey velasco's thought and artistry.I first watched this way back college during internship recollection.After that,I searched it all over again in the internet,then watched everytime i want to get inspired.This video taught me to give something to those who got nothing.To be a blessing to someone:.Thumbs-up and worth-watchin.:)

LOVE vs EGo

Once upon a time there was an island
where all the feelings lived together

One day there was a storm in the sea and the island was about to get drowned.

Every feeling was scared but Love made a boat to escape

Every feeling boarded the boat Only 1 feeling was left.

Love got down to see who it was...

It was EGO..

Love tried and tried but ego wasn't moving

Also the water was rising.

Every one asked love to leave him and come in the boat, but love was made to love. At last all the feelings escape and Love dies with ego on the island..

Love Dies because of EGO  .

*I love this story.everytime i had my offs,I indulge on inspiring stories online like this.Got to share it with you.:))

"Sometimes love is for a moment, sometimes love is for a lifetime. "

"Sometimes a moment is a lifetime."

reason why i want to quit my job

This is one reason why i want to quit my job.Around this week,i pricked 3 babies for CBC.Everytime i enter NICU and NURSERY i always had a sigh of"Naaawa talaga ako."We had a preterm baby patient who stole my sympathy that made me stop for a moment and watched him breathe.His foot is as big as my thumb,and his body as big as my arm.I watched him for a while as he stuggles for life with those hospital apparatus attached to him.I hold my breath as i prick him on his foot.Another,just last night,a baby girl suffering from hydrocephalus is my victim.Same feeling I had with the first one.

Definitely a heart-melting instance.And I hate it when I am assigned to do the task.The 3 babies I pricked are  part of my prayer this past days.:D(Make it a part of yours too.:))

jeepney ride moments:)

Just this week when i had my jeepney rides because mark got busy with his work,ive been outrageously amazed with my commute days.This phrase caught my attention one night(hanging on the jeepney).

"AKO'Y MABAGAL

NG ANG BUHAY NYO'Y TUMAGAL."

siyempre,i rephrased it this way,then.:D

"AKO'Y MABAGAL

PARA MARAMING MAISAKAY." 

I am greatly allured with the wittiness of Filipinos.Even if I am tiresome that night,i had an enthralling smile as i wade back home.

 :D